Maybe it's better this way, actually. Telling Clarisse what she did instead of letting her learn it all off Ellie. She says, "I dragged my friends into my shit. I didn't make them come with me to kill him, but I made it hard for them to say no. And then I made them watch, because I couldn't stop.
They got killed, and it was my fault. Because they were there in that room when they didn't have to be."
She thinks about it all the time.
Clarisse had to tell her story to Ellie, but Abby is choosing to say this. It hurts, and is oddly satisfying.
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Maybe it's better this way, actually. Telling Clarisse what she did instead of letting her learn it all off Ellie. She says, "I dragged my friends into my shit. I didn't make them come with me to kill him, but I made it hard for them to say no. And then I made them watch, because I couldn't stop.
They got killed, and it was my fault. Because they were there in that room when they didn't have to be."
She thinks about it all the time.
Clarisse had to tell her story to Ellie, but Abby is choosing to say this. It hurts, and is oddly satisfying.