( the kitchen on the boat is far enough away from the bath that stephen is not going to hear her dissolving into giggles (again), )
We were both incredibly romantic, fuck you, ( through her laughter, )
I don't know how to fucking act when people are being romantic at me, ( more of a sigh, ) it undoes me, you know, sincerity. He said being in love with me is the easy part.
( like, has he met her, even. )
We were both incredibly romantic, fuck you, ( through her laughter, )
I don't know how to fucking act when people are being romantic at me, ( more of a sigh, ) it undoes me, you know, sincerity. He said being in love with me is the easy part.
( like, has he met her, even. )
I said it first and he said thank you,
( but she sounds smug, so it might not have been the only thing she said that shorted out his brain at the time, )
I fucked him about it when he said it, so. No, I mean—
( an exhale. she sounds lighter than she has done; happy. )
He said— that when I died at Granitefell it was unbearable. That he decided not to bear it. We've... he's been essential to me. Before I blew him.
( but don't worry, she got to that. )
( but she sounds smug, so it might not have been the only thing she said that shorted out his brain at the time, )
I fucked him about it when he said it, so. No, I mean—
( an exhale. she sounds lighter than she has done; happy. )
He said— that when I died at Granitefell it was unbearable. That he decided not to bear it. We've... he's been essential to me. Before I blew him.
( but don't worry, she got to that. )
( it makes her laugh again, which probably at least means they're not going to dwell on that time they died. )
Lexie had to keep me drunk enough not to run and not so drunk I fell over at the last one.
( had to tell her she's allowed to let her heart stop hurting, too; that she's allowed this. )
Lexie had to keep me drunk enough not to run and not so drunk I fell over at the last one.
( had to tell her she's allowed to let her heart stop hurting, too; that she's allowed this. )
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It's not a secret, ( thoughtfully, ) though I'm not planning a grand crystal announcement.
Bit much.
I wanted to tell you. Lexie. Loxley, so he can tell me he told me so for all the times he's told me to stop being dramatic and unkind to myself.
Maybe not Loxley, ( mostly a joke. )
Bit much.
I wanted to tell you. Lexie. Loxley, so he can tell me he told me so for all the times he's told me to stop being dramatic and unkind to myself.
Maybe not Loxley, ( mostly a joke. )
[ He waits a day or two, and then he waits until he sees her without working very hard to seek her out—though he didn't have to walk past the training yard, to get where he's going. ]
Hello.
[ She doesn't have to stop what she's doing, unless she wants to. He's going to sit on a barrel a safe distance away regardless. ]
Hello.
[ She doesn't have to stop what she's doing, unless she wants to. He's going to sit on a barrel a safe distance away regardless. ]
[ Bastien nods, a grin still lingering from the first question but beginning to fade. Not all the way. Just to a fainter smile, friendly instead of entertained. ]
Always.
[ He doesn't mind sweaty conversation. He has his bag with him, a slingy leather thing meant to carry books and papers from home to the Gallows and back, and he ducks out of it to let it drop to the ground beside him. ]
Are you? [ And to head off a similar answer to his own— ] Last night, it seemed to get your skin a little.
Always.
[ He doesn't mind sweaty conversation. He has his bag with him, a slingy leather thing meant to carry books and papers from home to the Gallows and back, and he ducks out of it to let it drop to the ground beside him. ]
Are you? [ And to head off a similar answer to his own— ] Last night, it seemed to get your skin a little.
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