( it almost feels like a test, like: is she meant to know something, do something, react better—
all the times she's felt as if he were examining her, and so many she was never sure if she'd passed or not. it feels impossible to be angry with him; he must have a good reason. if she just focuses on how absurdly unfair it is that she has to learn nevarran now, then she doesn't have to examine any more complicated feelings about this development, )
It's all I know. There must—
the division heads will have to say something. He must have said more to them.
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all the times she's felt as if he were examining her, and so many she was never sure if she'd passed or not. it feels impossible to be angry with him; he must have a good reason. if she just focuses on how absurdly unfair it is that she has to learn nevarran now, then she doesn't have to examine any more complicated feelings about this development, )
It's all I know. There must—
the division heads will have to say something. He must have said more to them.