I wanted,
[if he were at, say, a 10 on the social prowess scale, he might know to ask first: do you have time to chat, how are you, are you in the right headspace to receive information that could possibly hurt you, but he's at like a 6 on his best days and it just ain't that kind of party.]
I wanted to apologise for, um,
[he trails off. great job buddy]
[if he were at, say, a 10 on the social prowess scale, he might know to ask first: do you have time to chat, how are you, are you in the right headspace to receive information that could possibly hurt you, but he's at like a 6 on his best days and it just ain't that kind of party.]
I wanted to apologise for, um,
[he trails off. great job buddy]
[oh no this is hard]
I accidentally, um,
[one gets the impression he's hiding his face, despite talking on the crystal,]
I said something about. You and Clarisse. ...to Clarisse,
[slightly more muffled,]
andthenVlastalso,
[this is Destroying him,]
I'm really sorry.
I accidentally, um,
[one gets the impression he's hiding his face, despite talking on the crystal,]
I said something about. You and Clarisse. ...to Clarisse,
[slightly more muffled,]
andthenVlastalso,
[this is Destroying him,]
I'm really sorry.
I--
[he scrambles through his memory, what did he say to her?]
it was-- she's been using the hair things I gave her.
[His mouth is dry, his stomach churning, but he presses ahead:] I said-- I made a comment like. You'd like it. Her hair.
I wasn't thinking.
[he scrambles through his memory, what did he say to her?]
it was-- she's been using the hair things I gave her.
[His mouth is dry, his stomach churning, but he presses ahead:] I said-- I made a comment like. You'd like it. Her hair.
I wasn't thinking.
[he's silent a moment,]
like... now?
[this is very hard for him Abby]
like... now?
[this is very hard for him Abby]
OH. [almost too loudly,
and then he considers a moment.]
...I don't... think so.
[a beat.]
I didn't stay long after I said it.
and then he considers a moment.]
...I don't... think so.
[a beat.]
I didn't stay long after I said it.
I'm sorry.
[this feels worse somehow, why does this feel worse]
[this feels worse somehow, why does this feel worse]
[He takes a breath, like he might say something else, but thinks better of it-- perhaps the thing to do here is to follow her lead.
It's not what he wants, but strongarming through this one, trying to control the outcome, seems inadvisable.]
Okay, [he relents instead, quietly. Then he puts the crystal down and sits in silence for a while.]
It's not what he wants, but strongarming through this one, trying to control the outcome, seems inadvisable.]
Okay, [he relents instead, quietly. Then he puts the crystal down and sits in silence for a while.]
[ It's nice, she's learning by watching someone do it. Taking mental notes, deciding on the spot that she will ask Abby to watch and judge if she does the second hand well, by herself.
Still, undistracted: ] Scotland, actually. Originally, I mean, even though I have very clear, very vivid memories of spending close to three years in a strange other world, before the Fade rift spat me out here.
Still, undistracted: ] Scotland, actually. Originally, I mean, even though I have very clear, very vivid memories of spending close to three years in a strange other world, before the Fade rift spat me out here.
She gets back to their room before Abby does, and so Abby misses her initial reactions to the shield. Quiet shock first, then mild embarrassment over having gotten Abby gloves, even if she did stitch stuff onto them, then the kind of dorky, childlike excitement she only gets when confronted with objects that are cool and war-related.
Clarisse sits for a while on her bed, running her fingers over the engravings of the dragon and the flames and the lettering, grinning. She wants to take it and test it out, but she also wants to sit here and look at it longer.
She's still smiling when Abby shows up, and she gets to her feet so she can sock her in the arm, hard. She doesn't even think twice about it, she's so excited. "You dick!" (Affectionate.) "How much did you spend on this??"
Clarisse sits for a while on her bed, running her fingers over the engravings of the dragon and the flames and the lettering, grinning. She wants to take it and test it out, but she also wants to sit here and look at it longer.
She's still smiling when Abby shows up, and she gets to her feet so she can sock her in the arm, hard. She doesn't even think twice about it, she's so excited. "You dick!" (Affectionate.) "How much did you spend on this??"
"Tomorrow."
Only because it's getting dark so early now, and the day's almost over already. She wants to try the shield out when she can make the most of the daylight and show it off to anyone who passes by.
Clarisse is already waving a hand, dismissing Abby's claim about only buying food and books. Yeah, maybe that's true, but still. She's not going to argue about it too hard, though; she doesn't want to protest so much that Abby thinks she doesn't like it or something, because she very, very much likes it.
She grips it with one hand, holding it over her left arm, hoplite-style. "Do I look cool as fuck or what?" And once she adds the spear? Be still her heart.
"I'll make it up to you on your birthday," she adds, before Abby can answer. "Seriously. This is awesome."
Only because it's getting dark so early now, and the day's almost over already. She wants to try the shield out when she can make the most of the daylight and show it off to anyone who passes by.
Clarisse is already waving a hand, dismissing Abby's claim about only buying food and books. Yeah, maybe that's true, but still. She's not going to argue about it too hard, though; she doesn't want to protest so much that Abby thinks she doesn't like it or something, because she very, very much likes it.
She grips it with one hand, holding it over her left arm, hoplite-style. "Do I look cool as fuck or what?" And once she adds the spear? Be still her heart.
"I'll make it up to you on your birthday," she adds, before Abby can answer. "Seriously. This is awesome."
"Oh! Me too. Well, it's a jacket, not a vest, but—"
Clarisse leans the shield back against the side of her bed and is already parkouring off her mattress to get to the rest of her haul, which is in a large bag sitting on the floor. She pulls the jacket out—it's the biggest thing in there, not hard to find—and holds it up for Abby to see. Check it out, they're gonna match.
"Barrow gave me this little catapult with a griffon I can shoot at people," because of course he did, "and Jayce gave me these special goggles so I can zoom in on shit while I'm griffon riding, and, oh, Cosima gave me this music box that plays Enter Sandman." She could go on, she's very excited, but she's stopping herself (for now).
"What else did you get?"
Clarisse leans the shield back against the side of her bed and is already parkouring off her mattress to get to the rest of her haul, which is in a large bag sitting on the floor. She pulls the jacket out—it's the biggest thing in there, not hard to find—and holds it up for Abby to see. Check it out, they're gonna match.
"Barrow gave me this little catapult with a griffon I can shoot at people," because of course he did, "and Jayce gave me these special goggles so I can zoom in on shit while I'm griffon riding, and, oh, Cosima gave me this music box that plays Enter Sandman." She could go on, she's very excited, but she's stopping herself (for now).
"What else did you get?"
Abby lifts her hips to show off the wolf, and it's not like she's doing it on purpose or anything (why would she be?) but Clarisse is all of a sudden very aware of the fact that she knows what it feels like when Abby does that. With her hips. She's felt her do that before, on top of Clarisse.
Thank fuck Abby keeps talking because, instead of standing there in embarrassed silence, Clarisse can just reach over and chuck a pillow at her head. Shut up, don't mention the gloves. "Ugh. If I'd known you were going to give me a sick-ass shield I would have given you something a lot nicer."
Normally she would wait for Abby to throw the pillow back at her, and it would start some kind of mild scuffle, but instead Clarisse just bends over the side of the bed and starts pulling stuff out of the bag so she can figure out what to do with her gifts. Little catapult, music box... "Benedict got me hair stuff too," she says to the mattress. "Well. He already gave me a bunch of stuff, randomly, like a month ago. I guess this is for when that runs out."
Thank fuck Abby keeps talking because, instead of standing there in embarrassed silence, Clarisse can just reach over and chuck a pillow at her head. Shut up, don't mention the gloves. "Ugh. If I'd known you were going to give me a sick-ass shield I would have given you something a lot nicer."
Normally she would wait for Abby to throw the pillow back at her, and it would start some kind of mild scuffle, but instead Clarisse just bends over the side of the bed and starts pulling stuff out of the bag so she can figure out what to do with her gifts. Little catapult, music box... "Benedict got me hair stuff too," she says to the mattress. "Well. He already gave me a bunch of stuff, randomly, like a month ago. I guess this is for when that runs out."
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